You're here in our hearts, but we miss your gorgeous face darling Bear.
Our lives will never be the same.
You gave us nine months of joy.
And we are so thankful.
We hoped for a lifetime of fun.
Now we just have this heaviness.
We think about you everyday gorgeous boy.
Love your Mummy and Daddy. X
Sending hugs today.
ReplyDelete(((((Hugs)))))
ReplyDeleteYour posts seem more sad recently. It's strange how it seems to get worse the longer time goes on, isn't it?
ReplyDeleteSending you much love.xxxx
Sending you love and hugs x
ReplyDeleteOur losses are so close. I will be at eight months out this August 9th. Hard to believe it's going to be a year soon. These milestones are so incredibly rough.
ReplyDeleteIve just marked 2 long months without my boy. Sending you strength, love and hugs.
ReplyDeleteI would like to say it gets easier, but sadly it doesn't.After 5 years since our son was killed I have learned to live with the pain. I feel for you deeply, strongly in your loss, and it is good that you write.
ReplyDeleteI have been writing a journal for 5 years.
i leave you with a poem..............
"Poem for Matt written in 2008"
"There's a hole in the world
Where you used to be.
It is perfectly shaped in your form,
A vacuum, but it's there.
Like reaching into the space where you
Lived and breathed.
It's a mocking illusion.
There's a hole in me
Where you used to be
Gaping,raw,aching,
Arms cannot wrap around space.
There's a hole everywhere I turn
It travels with me silently
Wherever I go
It is always with me
A reminder of all that we have lost
And, on returning, the memories
Burning
Down the years where you were real
Tangible,loved, living, breathing.
There are holes in the world
I recognise others-
Children lost forever
Parents who grieve
Over what might have been.....................
And now snatched away
Suddenly,
Leaving only brokenness.
There's a sadness in their eyes
Like a reflection
From a deep well
Of pain
Hidden but always there....
Surfacing at times to overflow.
And it goes on until
We leave a hole in the world."
Strength overcomes pain.
ReplyDeleteHope defeats despair.
Beauty always there.
Nothing will take that from you.