Saturday, 9 April 2011


I'm skiing again. I've started writing a couple of posts, but my heart wasn't in them.
Bear was meant to be here this week.
He even had his little baby ski suit waiting.
That's all I've got to say really....


  1. My heart breaks to even imagine the baby ski suit without little bear in it. There can be nothing..ever..more unfair than this. Am so sorry.

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  3. Hello, I came across your little blog here, and Im following you., Its kind of nice to see someone speak of those things I can relate to, and also Im am very sorry, that is a terribly heartbreaking thought, lonely thoughts will linger.. I definitely understand and wish you well. <3


  4. It's just heartbreaking. Always a place unset at the table. Always someones face missing from the photos. Always less someones laundry.... always, always, always. It's neverending, and it's all the little things, as well as the big ones. Lots of hugs to you x

  5. I hope the elements and moments if silence while you are skiing help to make you feel even closer to him....if that is possible. We all love you. Ax