Sometimes, like just now, I see everything from the outside. I'm not sure where the perspective comes from, but it makes me feel sick. Deep in my belly, I can feel how bad this is.
Then it kind of dulls and I'm back on the inside, where losing your baby is normal.
This I think is the most plain description of exactly how it feels when the wave of grief hits. Well done you, putting it so nicely into words x
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