Tuesday 29 March 2011

Four months

Four months since I held my boy.
Four months since everything changed.
I can't really explain how I feel. Very tired. And sad. Heavy and old. Fed up of all of this.
Someone bring him back now.

7 comments:

  1. i'm so sorry......i have no other words.
    much love to you ((hugs))

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  2. I feel exactly the same way. Every month sucks, but the fourth has been really tough on me. Thinking of you and Bear with love.

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  3. I am sorry, it's so hard. Thinking of you x

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  4. I am really angry that this has happened to you and other parents who follow stillborn still standing. IT is so horrendous and it shouldnt be allowed to happen. I am so angry. x and i feel so so much for you darling girl x

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  5. Happy Birthday Bear. You will always be in our thoughts and our minds......Ax

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